have you ever wanted someone sooooo bad..
but couldn't have then..
ii kno ii have..ii want this
boy soo freakin bad and ii think he wants me too..
but he acts like iiT but ii juh feel like
he only plays with me..
ii juh wish ii knew what he was
really thinking about me..
ii ALWAYS play hard to get with him
though..but even though ii play hard to
get he still comes back and tries to get
wit me..but like ii said..
ii think he only plays with me..

ii juh want to be with him on sum serious type stuff
but we have been together physically and
thats iiT but at that time he had a gf and
ii had a bf... so ii feel like that is what will
stop us from ever having the type of relationship ii
want to have with him..
right now he doesnt have a gf and ii dont have a bf
and everyday he asks me do ii have a bf and
ii tell him yes, why, ii dnt kno..
ii guess because ii dont want him to think
ii like him, like he already KNOWS ii do..
A LOT a LOT!!!!!

but yea ii juh dont kno wut to do because
ii see him every day and he be touchin me and stuff
and ii juh be wanting to tell him how much
ii like him but ii juh dont..
ii juh wanna be with him so bad and ii
think iiF we were together then we could be
the cutest things walkin to halls..lol
ii juh need sum help on what ii should do..
because ii really dont kno how to handle this..